I got home today from all my pre-op stuff at the local hospital, to a rather disturbing letter from my regular doctor. A letter of all things! It stated that they had found a 5mm mass in my left lung and wanted to do x-rays.....in 3 months. I would think that they would bring me in and tell me person to person. I'm not sure how to take that information. I have so many thoughts going through my head I cant make a complete thought out of any of it. I'm scared for good reason. My father-in-law died of lung cancer and I'm scared very badly. I WILL BEAT THIS! Whatever it may be. It will not bring me down. I will not go without a fight. Yet, I still am very afraid for my family, especially my wife, because of her father, and my daughter who is the world to me.